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is e cup half empty or half full....it how u c it. same imply to luv. it doesn't matter who put in e most effort, no use comparing.

yesterdae was toking to tis guy fren till 2am.....luv problem. sighhh. he has a gf n his gf i noe her too. he oso wit another gal but i dun noe who's she is. nw he two-timing them n both of e gals r keep in secret. e reason he told mi was tat he oni feel responsible for his current gf but for another gal, he feeling he so much in love again. wat he said juz knock mi awake. how cme its so similar to my past. he asked mi who sld he pick? he is feeling miseable coz he dun wan to hurt e both of them. life is full of choices and i can't tell him who to pick.

tat tme i was oso in a mix too. but i noe our first date, i was feeling a tinge of nervousness, abit of excitement n endless anticipation. it is always fun knowing tat we r going to hv tme together when he is always busi. even thou' he is busi, he nvr forgt to spend a little tme wit mi. when we r together it was always warm, funny n full of gd nature. i like those feelings, i like being wit him. i k say tat i am lucky ard him. we sit nxt to each other n we didn't tok much. but a few quick looks fm him, make mi realize tat he will always b listening. something i always wanted to do is to hv a gd conversation wit him but i nvr hv e chance since then. i always want to tell him tat he is e someone tat k make mi beam, sparkle and laugh like there's no tomoro. i'm veri happi, i hv spent tme wit him. it is more than juz words, it's e collection of experiences n memories. i was told to "move on". sad but there's no pt of rtning. past is always e past.

wat i k say to e rest of the pple is to cherish ur loved ones, dun regret in ur lifetime. to those hv hurt b4 "Hear+breaks las+s as long as you wan+ and cu+ as deep as you allow +hem +o go"

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[Eddie]

Hey hey. Sori. Didn't get to meet up with u guys to celebrate ur birthday. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY though. I was in a similar situation few years ago. Hurting someone u loved before is painful. But if u dun cherish the kind of love that u have been longing for, u will live to regret. Anyway, congrats on ur graduation.

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